Awaiting Jen's next scan

Sorry I haven't posted in a little while.  We have actually been extremely busy lately and have also gotten up to some fun activities as well.  I will try and post some of the pictures here in the near future as soon as I get a chance.

But, more importantly Jen's next scan is tomorrow.  We are both having a case of scanxiety as we approach it and again welcome all the positive thoughts and prayers as we hope for positive results.  Jen has been fairly active, but does feel as if she is having a little more balance issues and an increase in zoning out at times.  She also had two seizures on Monday night and another one again yesterday.  The seizures were all mild, but as you can imagine this contributes to our concern.  We both keep trying not to read too much into a few events as we have had concerns in the past and had stable scans following, but it's hard to not have apprehension approaching a scan even without any troubling incidents.  It's an odd thing living scan to scan, hoping for another sigh of relief and a brief respite from the omnipresent fears that come from facing a terminal illness.  Jen and I are both acutely aware of the realities of her disease, but still we try and remain hopeful and full of resolve.  Please keep us in your thoughts for tomorrow - it means a lot to the both of us.